Weirdo me.

wow. it's been a while since I've posted my previous blog. :) another one should be posted and here it is. :) Great. :) what should i write? Umm.. i feel menace for myself. i dunno. I'm fighting my own self. i find it very weird. really. I'm super okay but.... there's something inside me that i have to fight back out. i need to cast the ubiquitous feeling i feel for some weird reason. >.< I'm whimpering inside, like, "i won't give the devil a foothold". Always, as ever and ever, I'am always keeping that verse on my head. it has been a powerful phrase whenever i feel a lil' crap. drama, drama, dramaa... *sigh* this is the weirdest blog that has ever written. T__T this blog hasn't to do to displease myself but to droop. LOL! Shocks, i feel weird!! O.O The thinking that i have is very alike with the ones whose in the asylum. bwahaha!! argh! i feel laughin' and trippin' whence i feel doomed! XD oh! i feel cold. jeez, my nose is seriously clogged. >.< now, heading back to the drama, umm.. *looking at her thought balloon* why is it that i feel wooing? oops, not the literal wooing that boys do (haha!) but.. i feel wooing for my friends. is it normal? bet not. T.T but why is that? :| i feel pleasing them but not in a way of a mocker or a perverse one but.. like a sweet addictive flower for a thirst-sweet bee. <3 Gah! i dunno! bwahahaha!! I'm not lesi, in fact, i'm suuper classy-kikay, diba? huhu! i don't feel insecure with them nman on how they live their lives but.. ( quit using BUT dhan, puhwedeh?)okay, okay.. on how they, brr what?? can't find a word to describe how exactly it is. Okay. I'm a possessive friend. I love my friends so much that is why that pushes me to do such wooer step. i don't want them to just leave and go. (intended to my lovely friends) THUS, i must admit and i have proven that I'm not a LESI! yeehaa!! hahahahaha!! *drooliingg* :)) mwahmwah! :* :* :* what more else? okay done. i'm sleepy. wait, wait, wait blogspot!! umm... just wanna say hi to my honey. *waving* I love you, man! :*** see, i'm not lesi! haha!! (and who had told that i am? aye?)*laughs!* :)))

Hugyoouuu, kiddos!



xoxo

~iamdhan
xxii

Blessed Vow.

After a long bunch of planning, here's the rationale of my vow, a promise that should be done concretely. I decided to put up blog and posts 'coz i just wanted to share how terrific my life is with God. It came to a point that i have to oblige myself to share the good news using and taking the heaps of today's technology. Honestly, i can't really share the good news to a dozen of person a day or doing the manual gospel dissemination due from my terrible confidence but i can accomplish it thru the help of the internet that's why i came up with a blogging decision. Way before i thought of this decision, i once read a verse in Ecclesiastes. Seriously, upon my planning period, i remembered the verse written on that book and i checked it reviewing what was i read. It was all about vow. There was a prologue message, "Stand in the awe of God". I knew this wouldn't be so easy 'coz i have to be not so hasty in uttering anything before Him. I reviewed the passage and read again the verses 4-6 in chapter 5 and this was what I've read, "When you make a vow to God, do not delay in fulfilling it. He has no pleasure in fools; fulfill your vow. It is better not to vow and not fulfill it. Do not let your mouth lead you into sin." I agree. weee, i got chill bumps. The words were full of authority and power. Really. After reading it, i prayed and had my quiet time with Him. I asked for His gracious guidance and wisdom. And now, i am fulfilling my oath. :))) *praise be to God*

Herewith this blog, i am including my testimonies about my christian life. I am really proud to tell everybody that i am a daughter of the Holy conqueror of this world. Bringing up praise and worship to my Lord feels so great. It's solemnly uplifting my personal relationship with Him. Really. :D

Last month, i was about to sleep when i opened my bible and turned it in the book of Proverbs. I've read the whole book and finished it properly with joy. It taught me a lot of lesson that even the highly educated person couldn't give. It's really true the a man's tongue is deceitful. Just like what it is written on Proverbs 26:25, "Though his speech is charming, do not believe him, for seven abomination fill his heart." Yea, i know right, that is why i do not admire people who are really knowledgeable with earthly things and yet doesn't have the wisdom about God's word. It's rather like being poor whose walk is blameless than than a rich man whose ways are perverse. Because he whose walk is blameless is kept safe, but he whose ways are perverse will suddenly fall. True. I was then got really inspired by the teaching and sayings of King Solomon, son of King David. Now, i would rather get poor. :))))

I love God's gospel. I am always praying for wisdom and for His guidance for me to finish this blog with lots of gratitude to my Heavenly Father. I never felt that i am alone because He's always with me. Jesus is my best friend. I can tell Him anything without hesitation and if trials come along my path, i am always kneeling down and will just go praying. God is my silent listener. Reading His promises in the bible is truly awesome. The feeling of having Him is beyond words. His love is worth a thousand of thousands of words. Really.

Ooppss, introductory words exceeded. Haha! kind of deficient? Sorry if so. I am bitin din. :)) wait for my other post kiddos. :D it's sort of incomplete because i couldn't share everything in just one post. You knerr. XD i had fun typing. :)) Really. :)

Hugsss for you guys! Much love for my Lord. <3

God Bless Us!! :)



xoxo

~iamdhan
xxii

LOSER GONE WINNER.

My day started with a loser feeling and end up quite victorious. Here's how my day gone.

Monday. I woke up early 'coz of the awakening noise of the vehicles outside. I grabbed my phone and sent a group message to my friends sharing my horrible school break. I can't really call it as a vacation because we are just given only a week and even worse... it would also be our enrollment week for the next term. WTH. I never gained back yet from my sleepless nights and there'll be nights of not sleeping again for 3 months. *sigh* I stood up and had my breakfast lightly. I escaped my embarrassed momentum immediately and took a bath for my head-cooling aid. nice anti-stress. ikr. :D

For me to get busy, i dressed up according to my mood and unloaded some of my resentments. I nod for a moment and later shook my head. I walked into my mom's room and brought in my laptop, camera and cell phone. I was doing photo editing when my little sister came in the room. She just came from her school and she was like tired and drained from learning ABC and 123. I chuckled knowing that she's only a four year old girl and literally beaten my tired shift look by the moment i came home from school. xP she climbed on their bed and sat feeling oh so tired. I was then looking for my cell phone and finally saw it on the near edge of their bed. I grabbed it and found out that its LCD got broken. T.T my heart beat gone so fast. Idk what to do then. My mind got so puzzled minding that i was using it moment-by-moment and by just half a minute it's broken. :| it was only me and my sister were inside the room. I asked her politely, "had you touched my phone?" she shook her head and audibly took a deep breath. "nah. i intentionally not sat over it, ate." Alright. I got tamed and subdued. I took it okay and just a sorry. Oh well, i must not entertain a loser feeling. Ignoring it made me a bit victorious. I should not go with the loser pattern and keep it until the sun goes down. I won't give the devil a foothold. (Eph. 4:27) great fight for the day!! really. :))


xoxo

~iamdhan
xxii

Curse of sleeping.

Chillin' Sunday. i just woke up since i slept last night. i never got the chance to check the time when i arrived in my room. i just thought of being asleep when i put my bag down and dragged my back inclined on my bed. the whole week has been very exhausting. i felt i am used up and drained by our major subjects. earlier this day, there was a church service.My mom kept on calling my name for me to get up. it was very hard for me to open my eyes due to my 15 pound eye bags. @__@ look, let's sum up the system. Last 5 days for the final week + 36 hour of being awake (straight) + tiresome plates + 5 major killa subjects + anemic body = "tedious distress and fatigue". Really. :|
when i woke up, i asked my aunt if my dad's looking for me. she answered me by narrating the scenario that my dad came to see me in my room to wake me up when he saw me candidly snoring. (wth. did i really snore?!) my dad sighed minding that i am really tired. In fact, i don't really snore; it's just that i was really tired and sleepless. defend it, defend ittt. we are "finite" people, so it's forgivable. LOL!

oohh i'm hungry. imma eat first. see more of me thru my blogs.
www.blogspot.com) :D

O re-vwarr!! :)))


xoxo

~iamdhan
xxii